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[05 May 2005|12:06pm] if you read this, even if we dont speak often, you must post a memory of me. it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. then post this on your journal; see what people remember about you. 11 songs| songwriter anonymous

[05 Apr 2005|03:46pm] yeah so im at hcc library and i have nothing to do for the next little bit so i figured, hey, why not update lj since i never do it anyway......... so we went to to st. augustine for spring break, me, mark, heather and sunny. good times surfin and chillin. we camped at some crappy place but it was cool bc we made illegal fires and walked all over the town....checked out the forts, shops, and all the goodness that is st augustine....oh yeah ripleys believe it or not museum is the coolest museum i hav ever been to....bar none. so this week is crazy with school, i have 2 tests thursday, a 1400 word paper due and a presentation...this thursday will be my day from hell...but after this day is done practically all my shit for the rest of the year is complete. been workin for a1 as usual...doi home depot and a bunch of other bullshit....just tryin to live here man... ummmmmmmmmm what else is new.....move out of st croix april 13th and go into cypress run...this pace has a fire place so i can roast marshmellows and hot dogs while sitting in my lazyboy.....ahhhh wickedness hmmmmmmm what else what else......this is the first day since last thursday that i havent been drunk...so im thinkng thats a good thing.....all that beer was my my liver hurt....plus side...my beer pong skills are sharpening so other than all that there isnt much goin on besides the same old same old.....time to go get down to business 3 songs| songwriter anonymous

[10 Feb 2005|01:48pm] long time no see everybody 3 songs| songwriter anonymous

[06 Dec 2004|10:00am] i have one more essay to turn in which is already done........and 2 exams wednesday and then im done for the semester.....i cant wait to just be out of school for xmas break so i can relax......plus snowboarding, dinseyworld, camping and a bunch of other goodness is coming up...so the anxiety is building....even though we are going to disney together i want to get heather something good for xmas......sooo i need to think of that too... anyway, havent written in here a while, just wanted to see how everyone was doin...laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate 3 songs| songwriter anonymous

[25 Oct 2004|12:12am] south park marathon this weekend has been fucking amazing.... hmmmm so much shit has been going on with so little time to write.... i think i might give up this live journal thing, i just have no desire to write anymore.....and when i do write, its bc i feel bad for not writing...so we'll see 4 songs| songwriter anonymous

[13 Oct 2004|10:24am] ummm yeah ummm so last night at about midnight heather calls me and tells me to come over....aware of the time and knowing i have to be up a 630am i should have already been in bed....but of course i did the ryan cromar way and went over there....only to get home at 4...sleep for..ohhh 2 hours, then wake up, do an in class essay and at 12 i have a test in bio...both which i am fully prepared for...i just cant believe im this awake after a couple hours sleep....and to be honest, usually when i dont get much sleep then wake up in the morning i smash the snooze button a few timesand roll over only to awaken late for whatever it is i was supposed to wake up for....but today was different, i woke up right away, with a smile on my face and enough time to shower before my first class....i was rather impressed with myself...hahaha... sooo my mom tells me we have some family bullshit on friday night so now im not quite too sure about auto! automatic!'s show....ill try my best to finagle a way out of it though bc i did tell christina a loooooong time ago that id be there.....and i know heather really wants to go seeing as how she listens to the shittiest of the shit music and needs to be educated on good tunes.....so dont worry xstina ill be there even if i miss some of the other acts...or at least try my best to....i really want to see them play bc online there stuff sounds awesome and plus its at the orpheum which for those of you that dont know is one of the only good places for shows around here bc it actually feels really personal bc the band and music is so close to you...and everytime ive been there ive never been disappointed no matter who plays.... hmmm soooo what else...i turned in my app at urban outfitters and i guess ill call them tomorrow to find out whats the dilly bc i really want a job bc i feel so bored when i do shit all when im not at class...plus i mean, if you are going to work somewhere why not somewhere with cool ass shit and somewhere that you would want to shop at anyways????....i mean im sure its not all fun and games there but seriously...anything is better than landscaping...if i didnt get paid so well i would have quit that job the first day....everyone that worked there was retarded...i just couldnt take it anymore...plus having a boss that is less educated than you are is just straight up fucking annoying....not too sound like im better than they are....but i just couldnt handle the stupid ass shit they talked about all day...i mean really...if im over 30 and still acting the way i do now ill kill myself...i mean grow the fuck up man jesus... after today i have nothing school related til monday which is abso-fucking-lutely amazing.....tomorrow night heathers roomate is throwin a party so i kinda want to go and meet some new people....not bc im sick of my friends or anything but i mean...i dunno im just interested to see what they are all like....so i have to decide what i want to be drinking....be a beer guzzling mongoloid or bring a fine red wine and drink it straight outta the bottle bc im not bringing a nice wine glass there so i can be drunk and break the shit..hahaha i know how i get when i get sloppy.....plus i havent been drunk in like 3 weeks and last time was at vicki and emily's place which was...well lets just say i felt it the next morning...hahaha... i love how i dont post for ages and then i write this ridiculously long entry about everything..ahhhhh suffer all who must read....cuz you never know i might just say something important at the end...muwahahahahahaahhahaha well actually im not, im at hcc library and need to read over some bio shit before our lab exam at noon...so i hope everyone has a mmmmmmarvelous day and dont expect to hear from me tonight....ill probably be in bed early 4 songs| songwriter anonymous

[11 Oct 2004|01:18am] ahhhhh its time to sleep and dream....goodnight everybody songwriter anonymous

[06 Oct 2004|03:17pm] what nature divides, the spirit unites, and dreams are made of this....... i got a test at 530 and then i dunno what im doin later.... i feel like ive died and gone to heaven 2 songs| songwriter anonymous

[04 Oct 2004|07:21am] last night was anti flag which was suprisingly good...it was the rock against bush tour which was also cool....its kinda funny to hear people say they hope the president dies and shit...like, i thought at any moment the secret service was going to bust in and like arrest us all for like being traitors to america or something hahahahahahaha.....anyway the show was good...i dont know what the fuck happened to midtown but sometime in between the last time i saw them and now, they got really good live.....and their new stuff sounded alot diff then their old stuff....kinda makes me want to check out their cd.....so anyway, this weekened was cool..we threw mark up like a cheerleader during tailgating and have pics of that somewhere...when i find em ill post em.... tonight i need to be strong and not do anything....i just want to sleep all day bc im fucking exhausted...i seriously could roll back into bed and sleep for like 4 more hours at least...oh well its time to go to school and be learned....enjoi.... 3 songs| songwriter anonymous

[02 Oct 2004|01:50pm] Those fingers in my hair That sly come hither stare That strips my conscience bare It’s witchcraft And I’ve got no defense for it The heat is too intense for it What good would common sense for it do ’cause it’s witchcraft, wicked witchcraft And although, I know, it’s strictly taboo When you arouse the need in me My heart says yes indeed in me Proceed with what your leading me to It’s such an ancient pitch But one I wouldn’t switch ’cause there’s no nicer witch than you 2 songs| songwriter anonymous

[01 Oct 2004|12:47am] hey everyone....if you dont want to read my shit then dont... songwriter anonymous

[29 Sep 2004|04:15pm] just a boy and a girl in a little canoe and the moon was shining all around so i happened to be in taco bell a little bit ago with some friends....this was about an hour or so ago actually....so anyway we are eating and shit...just talking about surfing and bs and this woman with her kids....a girl like 12 or 13 and a boy like 10 or 11ish.....i cant tell kids ages anymore...so anyway the son hears us talking about surfing and perks up to listen cuz i guess surfing makes us sooooo coooooooool....so the mom being the overprotective cunt that most mothers can be these days decides to listen to our convo to make sure her son isnt picking up any riff raff language from the surf kids....so i notice this and start laying down some heavy fucks and shits here and there to get the mom all riled up....then i notice she seems to be a little disgusted by my crude language.....so i start talking about this one kid being a big fucking pussy and i start talking about smoking madd pot....so the mom shoots us all some glares and hurries her kids to eat and they peace....and id more than likely bet she had a little talk with them on the way home about how not to be when they are older...or maybe she told her kids that "those kids obviously dont have jesus in their lives"...bah....the moral of the story is....keep to your god damn self you fucking pathetic fat slob of a mother...dont give me looks bc your kid wonders what it might be like to live in the real world as opposed to fixing pick up trucks and following nascar for the rest of his life......fuck you, you disgusting, inbred, mouth breathing, poverty stricken mongoloid of a human being.....the worst of it must have been when she heard me talking about college...seeing as how she most definately had no form of secondary education beyond maybe 8th grade....so as i drive away to my expensive house in my expensive car she returns to her trailer where her husband is waiting with half a 12 pack in the fridge passed out drunk on the couch.... i guess i am being mean....but to be honest...fuck em....if you dont want to hear bad shit around you....dont fucking listen in on other peoples conversations you nosy bitch...and if your kid listens to what i say over your fat ass....its bc people like me on a tv show spend more time with your son than you do...so quit being so god damn stuck up and thinking your better than everyone....fucking eh 5 songs| songwriter anonymous

[25 Sep 2004|09:00pm] duuuude...so last night i wasnt going to go out to the graffiti party buti t ended up being not too bad,played a game of foosball with hayes against micah and some dude....di alriht, but lost..meh we won one game though...so its all good....so mark and cole are up to the usual antics and they come across a few females along the way....so we head to shakeys to peruse the documents..didnt come home til 10am today...a good night...a very good night..so i think tonight im just gonna stay home and think about last night songwriter anonymous

[23 Sep 2004|06:40pm] i would turn down sex for a few hour with counter strike......im losing it 3 songs| songwriter anonymous

ahhh cha [22 Sep 2004|05:15pm] Dear Cromar, For the sake of Jesus Christ,....I love you. I am jesus of suburbia and you are my saint jimmy. keep me numb my friend, numb with laughter...ahahahaha(brandy laugh). I am drunk and will write you tomorrow afternoon chap. post this on one of you live journal threads. I love you man...you are my nigga...true and fair. Love your buddy truly ChaCha 2 songs| songwriter anonymous

[06 Sep 2004|12:37pm] so this is the last day in canada...well actually i dont leave til tomorrow but whatever.... so its been fun filled with drinking and chillin....tonight we are supposed to go downtown to bernardis place and finalize the summer with a whoo dilly of a shindig.... everytime i come here i forget how much i miss it and how badly i want to move here....i need to come back im so not ready to come back and face the ongoing reality of school and work... i do miss my jeep though...i miss driving too...i dont think i would enjoy taking the subway every single day of my life.... once a year is enough culture for me....hahaha call me a southern boy i guess....ive been floridianized i suppose....but anyway....this time tomorrow i will be on my way back to the land of sun and alligators.... for those that matter....there would have been numerous drunken phone calls had i been able to get some fucking service in this third world mountainess land....anyway see everyone soon....back to life by the way- nothing beats a night by the fire with your friends, plenty of alcohol, and plenty of stories....im out 1 song| songwriter anonymous

[02 Sep 2004|02:43pm] in canada biches.....it only took me all day at atl airport but hey.... about to go pick up g-ma's car then cruise to downtown to meet chels then who knows....i am of legal drinking age here...hmmmmmmmmmmm tomorrow is the cottage...fuckin right its been too long man i missed this place 1 song| songwriter anonymous

[22 Aug 2004|11:14am] [ music | alexisonfire - control ] weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee walk a nightmare line......... so i havent had like a real update in a bit so i thought i owed to yous and myself to do so.... so lets run through all the shit thats been goin on -signed up for classes at hcc finally and now all that shit is taken care of...i have classes on monday and wednesday only but i have class allllllll day....plus im working the days i dont have school unless i can find a new job that pays me better than what i alreay am makin.....i like having money too much to just not work so i need to find a new job then quit....bah -so everyone has started to come back and the fun around here has actually been kinda constant....its nice to chill with everybody again....ive just been drinkin a lil too much the past few days....been feelin the effects.... -i saw brooke at hcc and got her cell number finally....not sure what to think of that -chels leaves tomorrow which is the shittiest shit ever....cuz now who will defend with me against the parentals and who will say "fuckin bitch i hate her" to my mom....not sure if i want to work monday.....if i do i wont be able to say goodbye and shit but if i go say bye and shit i prolly start cryin or some weak shit....and and for those that dont know chels is my sister movin to canada tomorrow for school and sheot.... so thats the news.... oh and i got my hair cut mad short....dunno if i like it....but it def looks different songwriter anonymous

[16 Aug 2004|08:58pm] Dressed to kill, you look so right I am drunk with lust tonight This burden's not a heavy one But I assure you, it's present You say that you're in control You say that you are I can't think of a time When you looked less alive You said, "Wait until light, my dear" Just wait until light One more day will go by Maybe today you should try Look past the mirror and find Look past the mirror That there's something inside Something more to your life My words won't heal you now My words won't heal It is you who decides This burden's not a heavy one But I assure you, it's present Believe that you are just fine Believe that you are You'll feel so alive Be what you are now (be what you are) Be what you are Do not keep it inside That hate will not subside Be what you are now (be what you are) Be what you are Do not keep it inside That hate will not subside It's you, decide It's you, decide So alive You'll feel so alive This burden's not a heavy one But I assure, I assure you This burden's not a heavy one Not a heavy one Not a heavy one. songwriter anonymous

[11 Aug 2004|06:34pm] birthday tommorrow....whoopedy fucking doo and of course im working..... 4 songs| songwriter anonymous

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